Smitten

smitten
adjective
1. (used in combination) affected by something overwhelming; "conscience-smitten"; "awe-struck"

Another creation of how I feel today.... to simplify it - mixed up. I feel in the back of my heart, a dark place that peaks out at times but in the rest of my heart and soul, a bright and beautiful luminance that encompasses all that I am. I love seeing life and feeling life. I feel as though I'm completely awe-struck at times with how wonders work themselves out...but again, there's always that dark side that seeps out from behind. It's a matter of pushing it far away and allowing all that I love to come out.

If you recognize the brushes, please link. I cannot remember who all I have gotten them from. Thanks in advance.